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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Forged Apology.

1. I'm stuck with writing songs Just to forget What they really were about

2. I wanna rock & Roll all night, and party everyday.

3. Are we going to have to pretend, this is how we wanted it to end?-Loveonspeedial

4. If you could go back and change just one thing about your life, would you? and if you did, would that change make your life better? and would that change ultimately break your heart or break the heart of another? would you choose an entirely different path? or would you change just one thing, just one moment, one moment that you always wanted back.

5. She's gonna make it & He never will.

6. Heartbreak makes for a creative outpouring.

7. Although we fit together, we don't belong together.

8. I've kept all the words you said, in a box underneath my bed.

9. My secrets are as dark as your own.

10. I've got real tears flowing like a constant river
& everytime I think of death, I get a shiver.
Heavens gained an angel & we've lost a friend
& I'm waiting for the day that I see you again.

11. The past always looks better in the present.

12. It's taken me a while to realise who he is, and who he'll never be.

13. I see her hair spread across the floor entangled in the telephone cord. Our favorite songs been repeating all night, someone call an ambulance because somethings not right.

14. It took me by complete suprise when my heart got lost inside your eyes. You weren't at all what I was looking for, you were everything and so much more.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Entry.

1. I lost nothing when I gained you. You just blew me away with yesterdays news. When you run your fingers down my spine, its like throwing a switch on the hands of time.

2. It took me by complete suprise when my heart got lost inside your eyes. You weren't at all what I was looking for, you were everything and so much more.

<<Props to Hardcore__quotes>>

3. You were an exquisite waste of time.

4. I'm staring at a disaster that looks a lot like you.

5. Love, Childish infatuation or a brief moment of insanity?

6. I wonder if our relationship was recorded, every moment. & Made into a movie, would people cry as bad as I did? -Loveonspeedial

7. You're the reason I'm always on the run away from everything & everyone.

8. If the world froze over and everybody died, and you and I were the only ones alive. I'd say, "I'm sorry you made it, its more then you deserve, don't try to make it better, you'll only make it worse"

9. Eventually, your heart will break.

10. pain is inebitable, however suffering is optional

11. You made me a bitch.

12. there once was a little boy who had a bad temper.
his father gave him a bag of nails + told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.
the first day the boy had driven 87 nails into the fence.
over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down.
he discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.
finally the day came when the boy didnt lose his temper at all.
he told his father about it + the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
the days passed + the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
the father took his son by the hand + led him to the fence.
he said,
"you have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.
the fence will never be the same.
when you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.
you can put a knife in a man + draw it out.
it wont matter how many times you say "im sorry", the wound is still there.
a verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.
friends are very rare jewels, indeed.
they make you smile + encourage you to succeed.
they lend an ear, they share words of praise + they always want to open their hearts to us."

please forgive me if i ever left a hole.

13. You've got a way with words, you get me smiling even when it hurts. There's no way to measure what your love is worth, I can't believe the way you get through to me

<<props to needtotellyou_quotes>>

All plus 44 lyrics

14. "I'll be there when your heart stop beating"

15. " and my heart hangs from the noose like your footsteps in crowded rooms "

16. "My best laid plan will build & break your heart"

17. "Your guilty hands, tear my whole world apart"

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Monday, January 19, 2009

Capri.

I guess I should be sorry, but it's all your faults for not pushing me to want to update. slackers =D

I didn't write any of these, just some I've collected in the past 2-3 weeks?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, shouldn't read the writing on the wall and realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall. No matter what you say, I still can't believe that you would walk away.

1. I wish we could of loved each other at the same time.

2. Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should've let you in but I let you down. You were the first to give; I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

3. I've been breathing seven thousand days now, but I've only been alive a year or two. Yeah your grass may be greenger, but mines sure grows fucking faster. I'm staring at a disaster and it looks like you.

4. I'm telling you, you don't want to fall for me. You don't even wanna be with me. I'd make a terrible girlfriend. I'm horrible at keeping in touch with people; I'd forget to call. I change my mind way too much and I love going out with friends; I can't settle. I've fallen in love and had my heart broken, more than once by the same boy. I lost the pieces so don't bother trying to put them back together, I'd never cheat on you but I'd make you worry. You don't want to fall for me, but I'm falling for you and if its okay with you, I want to change all those things about me, just to be with you.

5. I only think about you when I'm lonely.

6. You were more then I had planned for.

7. You've got a brand new fuck you enemy.

8. Me: I miss you! My Best Guy Friend: I always miss you.. <--True story for me <3

9.I'm a bad girl for breaking his heart

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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

You know my name

Random quotes, some from songs & books.

Quotes

1. Tonight will be a night of complete and total organized mess. -loveonspeedial

2. Believe me, You're always going to have a place in my heart. 10 years from now, I'll look back and say " He really was my first love"

3. I hate the way you've made me feel && I'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt me.

4. Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my world apart, but no one will ever hurt me more then you, because you already broke my heart.

5. Falling out of love is like giving up a drug

Lyrics

1. The hero looks like he can't breathe; the damsel just left everything - Black Cat- Mayday Parade

2. Your inspiration is the loss of absolutely everything -Black Cat- Mayday Parade

3. Get your hands off of my star- Black Cat- Mayday Parade

4. And honestly, I have been begging for answers that you and only you can give to me- YBTATFMFOTG- Mayday Parade

5. Is Everyone here make-believe? -YBTATFMFOTG-Mayday Parade

6. Tell me once again that you'll love me to death- YBTATKMFOTG- Mayday Parade

7. I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything that you had said to me was just a lie until you left -Jersey- Mayday Parade

8. This is me breaking down - Jersey- Mayday Parade

9. You threw a spark that lit the candle that set us all on fire and sent a flame down the east coast- Jersey- Mayday Parade

10. I should of been your everything-Jersey-Mayday Parade

11. Lets get fucked up and die- Lets get fucked up and die- Motion City Soundtrack

& If memory serves I'm addicted to words and they're useless. -Lets get fucked up and die- Motion City Soundtrack

The BMX bike of my life is about to explode- Lets get fucked up and die- Motion City Soundtrack

The only way I have learned to express myself is through other peoples' descriptions of life.Lets get fucked up and die- Motion City Soundtrack

Book Quotes

1. Smile. Nod. Say
something witty
before he finds
out what an incredible
geek you are
- CRANK

2. Wrote a four-page
letter to my sister,
told her I was in love.
With a boy.
I think I asked
for her forgiveness.
-CRANK

3. Funny thing, your brain,
how it always functions on one
level or another. How, even stuck in
some sort of subconcious limbo, it works
your lungs, your muscle twitches, your heart,
in fact, in symphony with your heart, allowing it
to feel love. Pain. Jealousy. Guilt. I wonder if it’s the
same for people, lost in comas. Is there really such a thing as brain death?

-Crank

4. So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. -The Perks of being a Wallflower

5. It's strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book. -The Perks of being a wallflower

6. I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other. -The Perks of Being a Wallflower

7. I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again. I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.-The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

ex

I didn't write any of these. Thanks for the IMs and Subs. =]

1. My nerves will be the death of me.

2. Everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die.

3. Your heart was never there.

4. You're a little camera shy, but you're still a star.

5. Boys just say their ex-girlfriend is crazy after the break-up. I assure you we've all been described as a the crazy ex-girlfriend. The term applies to any female who has been hurt & still wants an explanation.

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